I used to love you with so much renting fear; fearing you'd leave, fearing you'd find me not funny, not entertaining, not good enough in bed, not smart enough, not attractive enough, too weird for society; too much of too little I feared of myself and deducted away all the happiness we shared; I loved you with such fear because I understood that you were so absolutely perfect, you were a dream come true, and I only dreamt to be yours. You loved with such frightening understanding--you made me feel adequate for the first time in my life, like everything I had to offer was enough to last a lifetime, to last forever; I only think about the future of our forever now. And it was because you loved me after all of my wrong turns that I was able to love in your same untrammeled sincerity. Baby, you don't love me the same way anymore, because maybe you are afraid just as I was, but I want you to know that I love you even if you don't feel love for anything now. If we've switched hearts, I promise my heart will never change and that I will stay here and keep you completely safe from sadness. I love you so much now because I too, just want to love you as frighteningly much and more. I used to think that girls feared me, but it is I who feared you. I don't want to be cowardly, I just want to live happily ever after with you. I support you in all you do. I am here and I am just like you. I love you sweety. Please come home soon.