Sunday, December 2, 2012

/think

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/think
/think/think
/think/think
/think

it nears the date where eugenie speaks to end your thoughts.
The dread in my heart

how does that feel? 
It feels apprehending

you used to worry about having nothing to worry about, but this isn't nothing, it's everything--right?
Yeah, but more

she means the best things to you. how could you hope for anyone more than someone who's the most?
I don't have that hope, she took that, too

if your life were a book, she would be the punctuation to the ends of your every sentence.
But more, i wanted to write more

what would you write of? 
Her. i'd highlight paragraphs of her

so tuesday, what happens?
It's not in my control

what do you want to happen?
For her to treasure me as I do her, for an answer to my love

and if that doesn't happen?
I would have to let go of someone who means the world to me

would that make you happy?
no

do you think it would make her happy?
no

then why?
Because I tried my very best

how would you feel after?
I wont feel






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