I'm very self conscious you know? I want to fill your days with happiness in the only ways I know, but I fear that those ways are bland, uninteresting, and inadequate to your lifestyle. I'm definitely no socialite, and no matter how hard I want to be, it's just not my god-given attribute.

I seek, and greatly crave to be colourful. For you, I want to be the most vibrant person in the room; but I know, more-so than you, I am simply Mr. Beige #47.

This is my wall, a wall that I've blended into with a chameleon's coat-armor. I want to blend in for you. Because I dislike myself. I know this is probably getting you down. But it is the truth about how I feel.

I am trying hard to be comfortable in my own skin. Please have patience in me. My feelings for you are real.